Actually, no. No, your failure to find a sub does not mean that I will "have to do it". You have known for months that you would not be here this Sunday, because you told me well before Christmas. If you had asked me, I probably would have said yes, but tell me I "have" to, and I turn into a screaming five year old. NO, I DON'T.

I think it would be easier to watch my grandfather fall apart physically than it is to see him degenerate mentally.